也只是一眨眼的時間就把我的軀殼轉移到這一個小房間
鮮少轉亮的百葉窗 滿滿照片及地圖的牆 星期六早上十一點我有報告壓力纏身
很多事情回想起來像一世紀那樣的久 模糊的在腦海裡浮浮沈沈
很多畫面卻像一張海報一樣 被我釘在牆上不需要回憶就會被強迫入鏡
打開你的信總有很多東西被翻開 希望大家都好。
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妳知道我喜歡在可以看到樹冠的四樓教室想妳。
是小葉欖仁的樹冠,細細的葉子卻能織成好大一片翠綠,葉縫中隱著紅磚樓牆,陽光從一層層的枝枒裡篩落,
那種豐富視覺的飽滿,如同當時我以為的青春一樣,似乎日復一日、年復一年,都揮霍不盡。
照舊我還是坐在靠窗的角落,倚著木櫺,沉浸文學,好發與眾不同的言論,終究被老師視穿詭辯,
學識雖不夠築立我的觀點,卻足以得到同學愛戴之關注。或許因之而成為其後不可侵犯與挑戰的自己,
無能學習面對失敗的勇氣。
下課後,有時候廊道響起空洞洞的腳步聲,會讓我意識到時間的流逝,亦僅止於如此。
而我一再地記得妳的一雙長長的、鬱藍色的襪子,事實上現下再如何回想,也無法清晰那影像,
但是像是很奇妙地堅持什麼的,腦海中就是有個輪廓,就是有個念頭「是的!」那樣的明白,可以令人辨別,
不能逃避的想法。伴隨而來的是妳著它走在通往羅斯福路的巷弄中,那鬱藍色強烈立體在略略濕氣的空氣中。
對了,那天氣候微陰,漸歇有風,柏油上鋪著一層薄薄的潤濛。
我可能手上提著什麼東西,就這樣看著妳在我前後左右漫步。我累極了、我精神很好,然而我不出聲地微笑著。
那雙襪子來回逡巡,線條微銳地生氣勃勃,在柏油上鬱藍色特別顯眼,我出神似地眼睛直盯著瞧,直至我發覺頭皮漸漸汗了,
額頭斗大的汗珠冒了出來,才開始知道不好意思。
「太陽出來了。」我喃喃自語,試圖轉移焦點。
妳好像很開心的樣子。
或許後來我以醜陋的姿勢舉起臂膀的衣袖偷偷抹去些許汗水,或許後來我們吃了一頓餐點或是逛了City Super,
或許後來正津津有味地談著電影,或許後來在路上的公園椅上坐著休息一下下,或許後來誰嘴饞又買了東西吃,或許後來一切無話。
妳很開心,而小葉欖仁依稀記得我的樣子。
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2008年4月5日 星期六
Urban Dictionary (1)
1. talking
When two people are not exclusive with each other nor have established what they are as a couple,
but have some sort of relationship.
"John and I go out a lot but we're just talking." or "We've been talking for months now but we're not together."
2. collateral misinformation
When someone alters a Wikipedia article to win a specific argument, anyone who reads the false article before the "error" is corrected suffers from collateral misinformation.
When two people are not exclusive with each other nor have established what they are as a couple,
but have some sort of relationship.
"John and I go out a lot but we're just talking." or "We've been talking for months now but we're not together."
2. collateral misinformation
When someone alters a Wikipedia article to win a specific argument, anyone who reads the false article before the "error" is corrected suffers from collateral misinformation.
I changed the scientific classification of red foxes last night in order to win an argument with Judy. I hope some stupid High School student didn't suffer from collateral misinformation.
3. Wasted
To be EXTREMELY intoxicated from the use of alcohol or drugs.
Enke died last night after getting wasted. He had a brutal bong session.
4. streaking
The art of one stripping down to his nasty white naked skin and running around like a moron until he feels the need to jack off. (Remember...in the state of North Carolina..it's LEGAL to show you BUTT in public)
Dude...yes it's legal to show your butt...but you gotta whip out the big kahuna taht God gave us....heck take it all off.......LETS GO STREAKIN IN THE PARK!!!
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